The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
2 (actually index). two is company
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Hours staring
at the
ceiling, the
wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in
the day.
It Will Get Lighter
I Write Goodbye Letter
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
you cannot feed someone truth
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned
and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre
of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at
websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to
browse
