Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
bro i read nothing in my life
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Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
ahnaf abrar
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
so an active mazelike process
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i have read not even 1 book
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
yeah
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
so at the end
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
you cannot feed someone truth