the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

sorry i am texting like a slav

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

IWGD

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

2 (actually index). two is company

it is hopeful

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

this will be about a slug

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.