okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Picture

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

But seriously, thank you, Jack

Thank you, Jack

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

bro i read nothing in my life