with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Worse Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Rain, starting

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then