but i respect your search

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i want to do that too

ahnaf abrar

is everyoneback on tumblr now

abrar?

i was tempted to lie about my name

plato

sorry i am texting like a slav

I Write Goodbye Letter

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

autonomy of learning

what do you mean

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so at the end

currently

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

no longer writing in the third person

god being the centre magnet

yeah

have you read

lol

i have read not even 1 book

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

isaac

lol yea

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is