think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
you have a beautiful account btw
but really the thing should be autonomous
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
autonomy of learning
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
we can only engage in such a way
so the method has to be autonomous