wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
god being the centre magnet
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
no i haven't really read anything
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
It Will Get Lighter
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
