I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Today I felt like starting

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


it is hopeful

IWGD

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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Better Lift

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Worse Lift

Rain, starting