I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

abrar?

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

all that is to say

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

idk

lol yea

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

barren land