but i respect your search

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

you cannot feed someone truth

or never left

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thank you, Jack

...

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Can I see

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet