feel you

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

ahnaf abrar

i want to do that too

I Write Goodbye Letter

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

is this you as well

not their contents

god being the centre magnet

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

which magnetises chains of pins

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

we can only engage in such a way

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

in a post. I want to be remembered

13, H, grate

2 (actually index). two is company

plato

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

part of an old note. It will get lighter.