no longer writing in the third person


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

but i respect your search

autonomy of learning

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

not their contents

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

currently

division of reality is straying away from it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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Lift Analysis


we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


brb i will read and reply sincerely

Better Lift

bro i read nothing in my life

so at the end

which magnetises chains of pins

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well