we can only engage in such a way
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Better Lift
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it is hopeful
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
you have a beautiful account btw
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
was it worth it
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i really havent
plato
like first name
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
lol
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
so an active mazelike process
its good
barren land
the site i am dreaming
so the method has to be autonomous