Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

not their contents

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

ahnaf abrar

division of reality is straying away from it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like first name

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

your feed looks like my tumblr

feel you

and the fake qualifier

what do you think my name is

or never left

you cannot feed someone truth


yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate