yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Can I see

like magnets

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

its performative

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i understand

yeah

as in

Rain, starting

brb i will read and reply sincerely

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

thank you

not their contents

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

its good short few pages

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

magnetisation/form

plato

that looks like my instagram account

so an active mazelike process