ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

fw

division of reality is straying away from it

you cannot feed someone truth

abrar?

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf abrar

i love it here

and the fake qualifier

hiding from the rain

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i was tempted to lie about my name

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol

thank you

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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