I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


no longer writing in the third person

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

really i want the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.