i have read not even 1 book

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

IWGD

really i want the internet

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

barren land

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its good

fw

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

what do you mean

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like magnets

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter