magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i really havent

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

and the fake qualifier

no like which do people call me

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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all that is to say

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

December 2025

Better Lift

not their contents

i want to do that too

i have read not even 1 book

fw

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i was tempted to lie about my name


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

lol yea

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

like magnets