god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It
suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
2 (actually index). two is company
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver
rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because
the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the
guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every
other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
is everyoneback on tumblr now
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Today I felt like starting
i was tempted to lie about my name
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Rain, starting
