I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

currently

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

abrar?

i understand

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

sorry i am texting like a slav

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I am below everything.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Today I felt like starting

is this you as well

what do you think my name is

feel you

plato

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i love it here

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you