magnetises a pin
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
like first name
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
as in
its performative
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
your feed looks like my tumblr
we need to be deconstructing our identities
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
magnetisation/form
so the method has to be autonomous
i dont understand magnetisation
so at the end
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
hiding from the rain
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
what do you think my name is
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
whats your name?
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.it is hopeful
December 2025
hello reader,
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate