it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

bro i read nothing in my life

what do you mean

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

propensity within someone

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

thank you

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

which magnetises chains of pins

its good

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

its good


no longer writing in the third person

part of an old note. It will get lighter.