bro i read nothing in my life

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

that looks like my instagram account

so the method has to be autonomous

as in

which magnetises chains of pins

no like which do people call me

like first name

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

so at the end

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone truth

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its performative

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

isaac newton

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

is this you as well

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books