it is hopeful
My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
currently
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
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