we need to be deconstructing our identities
not their contents
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.was it worth it
autonomy of learning
...
i really havent
hello reader,
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
all that is to say
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
yeah
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
we can only engage in such a way