I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


Rain, starting

Today I felt like starting

hiding from the rain

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

2 (actually index). two is company

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.