After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Slug

bro i read nothing in my life

wait what is that

send link

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug



We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

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December 2025

its good

all that is to say


We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

so at the end

like first name

13, H, grate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

the site i am dreaming

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

is this you as well