nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

like first name

December 2025

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i want to do that too

feel you

its good

send your tumblr

yeah

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i was tempted to lie about my name

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

what do you mean

its good

that looks like my instagram account

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.


its good short few pages

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Rain, starting

we want to live the knowledge too live the content


It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate