there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
autonomy of learning
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
no longer writing in the third person
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
its performative
so the method has to be autonomous
Thank you, Jack
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
i really havent
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.