i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the site i am dreaming

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

i really havent

thank you

and the fake qualifier

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

isaac newton

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

13, H, grate

lol yea

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

god being the centre magnet

Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

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no like which do people call me

Lift Analysis

fw

2 (actually index). two is company

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

feel you

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

It's

dusk