Actual born-Londoners aren't LARPing like this, they sold their shite family home for a million pounds and moved to Malaga years ago. They have their culture and they've taken it elsewhere.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

13, H, grate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Rain, starting

Style

as in

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Better Lift

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content