Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

all that is to say

fw

i understand

magnetises a pin

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its good short few pages

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

as in

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yeah

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

yes

Today I felt like starting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

send link

Slug

i really havent