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you cannot feed someone truth

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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brb i will read and reply sincerely

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

division of reality is straying away from it

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

so at the end

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Lift Analysis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

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autonomy of learning

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

currently

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Today I felt like starting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it