much more tactility

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

its performative

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

all that is to say

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

you have a beautiful account btw

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

so the method has to be autonomous

not their contents

but i respect your search

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


currently

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
magnetisation/form

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Today I felt like starting

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