IWGD

we can only engage in such a way

it is hopeful

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

hiding from the rain

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

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"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

hello reader,

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

13, H, grate

like first name

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i want to do that too

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god being the centre magnet

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company