which magnetises chains of pins
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
The studio designs
some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real
London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread.
But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on
Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow
eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The
yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.
⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to
identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by
50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a
stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along
to some creative studio.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
Pimlico Rats
Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the
point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and
gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I
put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her.
I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to
him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a
comment about having never seen someone like him before.
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
