it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
so an active mazelike process
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
feel you
I am below everything.
so the method has to be autonomous
magnetises a pin
sorry i am texting like a slav
whats your name?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
which magnetises chains of pins
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people