a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

have you read

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

magnetisation/form

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

bro i read nothing in my life

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so at the end

we need to be deconstructing our identities

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

like first name

you cannot feed someone truth

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

its performative

like magnets

or never left

its good

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

isaac

i was tempted to lie about my name