13, H, grate

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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Thank you, Jack

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

it is hopeful

I am below everything.


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59



but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos


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