Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Today I felt like starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

but i respect your search

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Style

whats your name?

i want to do that too

bro i read nothing in my life

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Thank you, Jack

so at the end

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol

god being the centre magnet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

propensity within someone

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ion

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

idk