part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

"Put a blanket."
"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting


IWGD

so the method has to be autonomous

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

fw

is this you as well

barren land

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

yeah

13, H, grate

idk

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i have read not even 1 book

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

have you read

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no longer writing in the third person

isaac

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah

propensity within someone

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59