i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
we can only engage in such a way
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
feel you
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i was tempted to lie about my name
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
no longer writing in the third person
December 2025
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
was it worth it
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
"Put a blanket."
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
but i respect your search
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
in a post. I want to be remembered
kind of mythopoesis
Thank you, Jack