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something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

It Will Get Lighter

I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Can I see

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Style

kind of mythopoesis

in a post. I want to be remembered

Worse Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

this will be about a slug

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.