all that is to say

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

autonomy of learning

i want to do that too

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you, Jack

i love it here

wait what is that

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

so an active mazelike process

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thank you, Jack

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as in

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?