After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but really the thing should be autonomous

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i see a website

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I am below everything.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

as in

its performative

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

2 (actually index). two is company

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thank you, Jack

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Can I see

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

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A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.