It Will Get Lighter

kind of mythopoesis

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

the site i am dreaming

Slug

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thank you, Jack

is this you as well

Rain, starting

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

currently

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

ahnaf abrar

yeah

feel you