you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i love it here

like first name

yeah

autonomy of learning

ahnaf abrar

isaac newton

you cannot feed someone truth

what do you mean

or never left

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i want to do that too

magnetises a pin

its good short few pages

not their contents

Thank you, Jack

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.