it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

in a post. I want to be remembered

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

really i want the internet

but really the thing should be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

kind of mythopoesis

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it